Writing in my blog has become hard in the past couple of days (weeks) because I've been a mess, rushing from here to there, working on this and that, plans changing by the moment. I have so many things I want to share with y'all but they're all coming at me, I can hardly prioritize, straighten, separate, sort, and fold. And then when I don't write in my blog, my feelings and thoughts get even more muddled because they don't get reflected upon and then it gets even harder to write in my blog. It's just a big ol' sad downward spiral. I will attempt to climb up it.

First off, congrats to all my friends who recently got jobs! I'm so proud of y'alls and I knew you can do it. I do feel a little left in the dust but who doesn't. I just know I have to be patient and continue working hard and hopefully, something great fantastic sublime perfect will come along. Until then, I have some projects keeping me preoccupied.

A big one is...I am in a beauty pageant.

Some friends already know about this but this is my big official announcement, I guess. I'm actually really excited about this pageant, it being the first one I actually wanted to do and wasn't entirely forced into it by my parents and all.

I'm sleepy and I have nifty plans tomorrow so SLEEP TIME. Sorry this entry lacks depth, funny anecdotes or even purpose. Just needed to update. However, in honor of my announcement, the next few posts will all be about my upcoming beauty pageant. Then, you will get to know more about what I'm up to. And don't pretend you don't. You know you do. XOXO, JJ